My Life, My Way, New Place

Hey everyone!

I hope everyone is having a fantastic school year or work term. And for those who are home - I hope you guys are enjoying the weather. Time has gone by so fast. I know I say that every so often but I really mean it. It is almost amazing to look back at time and watch it slip away from you. We get so wrapped in worrying about the future, and for that reason we forget to enjoy our present.

Hence, I have decided to stop worrying about the future and enjoy my present at last. I decided to move out. The decision has been finalized. I am shopping.. packing.. making lists.. and getting ready to sit on a plane and go off to a place where I can focus on myself entirely. It's ME time - finally =)

For everything we do, we are bound to receive criticism. I am getting more negativity than positivism for this decision but I don't care at this point. I think I have a plan and that's the first step to everything. I will take a risk and see if I can put my plan to work. If I fail, I fail. If I succeed, I succeed. Life won't be over for me if my plans don't fall through. It will be an experience, and a good one.

So, this is my birthday week and I am trying to make most of it. I should probably cut down on all the cake that's coming my way. I love October because it has a lot of birthdays and festivals. Dussehra, Diwali, Navratri and Karvachauth are all in October. Although, I think Diwali may be early November. Either way, this month is always great for me every year.

The F has already started spending every ounce of his time and energy with me before we both go through a tremendous amount of separation anxiety.  It feels really weird.. almost as if a huge chunk of your life is being taken away. I don't wanna get too much into it.

I have become such a lazy blogger. I really need to write more often. Honestly speaking.. I am never too busy to blog. Here is the reason why I don't blog as often as I should: people are fucking annoying. There are so many lurkers, stalkers and haters so keen to read. It puts me off. I was speaking to one of my guy friends on the phone today. He moved away a year ago. He tells me he always enjoyed reading my blogs. In fact he referred my blogs to his bhabhi. He told me I shouldn't stop writing just because people judge or talk smack. I already know that.. but I still chose to stop writing. Seems like I'll be back on it. Who am I kidding? I love writing. And some of you love reading. Let's get this going :)