I overthink. All the time.

Post #12: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.


1. Why? Why the hell is it sooooo difficult to say NO to sugar? Why do I give in to desserts? WHY! Why do I lack self-control? This crosses my mind all day long.

2. I think to myself.. what the hell am I destined to do in life? I love all the things that I cannot pursue as a career - home interior decorating, makeup artistry, photography, social networking (blogging, designing websites), writing, event management and a bunch of other stuff. What the hell should I do with my life?  Argh.

3. Something that has crossing my mind lately a LOT is the fact whether I should be getting engaged right now.. it's just the wedding-jitters I guess. It is ridiculous how fast our parents agreed and how fast we planned it all and how fast it is being implemented. Gaahh!

4. Why are some girls so snobby? Like, why? Would it kill you to be nice to another girl? It's revolting to see some attitudes around me.

5. Something that has been crossing my mind everyday since June 24 is that.. why have I not blogged? I am 10 posts behind on my blog challenge! There have been about 6 nights on 6 different occasions when I thought to myself that I will blog but ended up doing something completely different. All hail procrastination!

6. I've been thinking about how awesome my mom is! I am getting to notice things in her that I never did before. Now, we have these one-on-ones that we never had before. This lady is phenomenal. I don't know anyone like her and I never will. She is just too good to be true!

7. How is school gonna be like in September? I am creeped out to go to Sheridan. The campus really sucks.. ew. I have no clue if I am gonna like my course. Soooo eager to find out!