Nothing ever happens like you imagine it will.

This goes on to say life is unpredictable. We all know that. With the kind of shit it throws in our face once in a while. Or may be more for some people. OR even with the beautiful surprises that come with life. With distant friends, and close strangers.. with the two-faced and the haters. I've definitely learned who is real and who is not.
It came with my highs and lows. I have noticed some drastic changes in the way I've been treated by people after losing weight. I am not gonna go into what I've noticed or take any names.

All I wanna say is.. nothing in life is permanent. Especially, not your looks. I feel sad for the people who have started giving me attention because I dress differently or shed a few pounds. I feel sad for myself that I associated with people who cannot look past my body. I am still the same person. Inside.

I still have the same personality. I still love the people I love, and dislike the people I dislike. I still hold the same values and principles in life. They haven't changed. "I" haven't changed. It's almost as if nothing is good enough. I may gain double the weight tomorrow, and see all these people disappear. Especially the ones who are hovering around me 24/7 these days. No need.

I do not need people in life who come and go with moods, judging you by appearance. Honestly, what the hell is wrong with you people? My friend got a makeover, and she looks awesome these days. Guys that criticized her the most are now dying to talk to her. Why? Why are LOOKS the basis of friendship/association? Have we honestly lost all the people in the world who talk to you because of YOU? I am glad to have someone by my side, who will never change.. no matter what size I get, no matter what I wear, no matter how I look. Thanks baby for being the wonderful person you are!