I am not letting go..

This is human nature. Or may be, just my nature. I get a little carried away when I achieve something. And even the constant praise and compliments - just killed it. Well, I am SO guilty - I haven't stayed on my diet since the Montreal trip or even worked out a DAY since then. I left on the 26th of June. It's almost gonna be a month. I gained a few pounds, but nothing too significant. I don't even wanna gain 1 pound, forget anything else.

I didn't reach my goal weight. I was 2/3 of the way there. So, I don't know what I am doing deviating from everything. It's over. The desserts and fat-foods are over again. I didn't cheat with McDonalds or super junk like burgers etc. I cheated with Carbs like pastas, lasagna and macaroni. But mostly, ice cream. I KNOW! SO BAD!

I am so thankful that because I worked out, it hasn't hit my body in a way it should - because I ate a lot. But this is a wake up call. I can see my face puffing up :( And I loved my prior cheekbones way too much to let this happen to my face. I loved the feeling of applying bronzer and blush to a toned face where I can actually contour. And from today onwards, it's all done. Back to the lifestyle, and feeling good about myself.

No more guilt. Good luck to all of you trying to live a healthy lifestyle. I appreciate all of the inbox messages with words of appreciation and encouragement :) Love you all, my dear friends.