Dear lady organ, stop acting up on me.

The content of this post is summed up in the picture on the left. That's literally it. As I mentioned about my irritability in my previous post, I need my space. I have been experiencing regular friction with my dear mother every single day. And today, I kinda had an outburst. I came home and questioned her as to why I am being nagged so much. I mean, it's only been a week since I finished school. And I just wanna do me. I wanna be left alone and not be bothered to do anything. Well, that's not in any way realistic because I need to do so many things over the break.

I am planning to meet up with so many of my friends this weekend. I guess that will be a change of mood. I have plans for the entire weekend. On Friday, I will be chilling with the girls watching a movie and dinner. On Saturday, I am planning to meet Apra right after my exams. And on Sunday, there is a PBN event that I am planning to go to with Nish and other friends. I wanna chill the fuck out this entire weekend.
After tonight's confrontation with mom, she hugged me for a good ten minutes and apologized for shouting at me for no apparent reason. Here's the thing. I am like a stress buster in my very own house. If something happens between my mom and my brother, she will yell at me. If something happens between dad and mom, she will again, shout at me. Because she cannot speak or argue with the two men in our house. They don't even let you talk, lol. So, I end up being the one she vents to. And that's okay. I completely understand. But I am a human being too and I can't be loud, chirpy and bubbly at all times. I can also have emotional outbursts.

A weird thing about my personality - I usually chill, and make others laugh. I remain neutral in most situations. But if I am angry, then I am really angry. It's always the extremes with me. Either really happy or really sad. These emotional ups and downs drive me crazy. And I am telling you, it's because of my menstrual problems. And I really need to consult my family physician. Or, may be I just superstitiously believe it's the monthly curse. I don't know what it actually is. I know, for a fact that inappropriate diet and hormonal imbalances can adversely affect emotions. And that's whats going on here. And it needs an immediate fix!