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Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Useless post.

I don't know what to say. I am so irritated, frustrated and cranky. It's just one of those days. Well, weeks for me. Ever since my exams have ended, instead of being happy.. I am being weird.

I have not once properly sat down with my parents since my exams to have a decent conversation. I have been in my room, doing nothing. And I mean absolutely nothing. I had so many goals. I started a bloody health blog for Christ's sake. All of it is down the drain. I haven't done any work on myself, or anything. My room needs cleaning from the last two months, I haven't done that. I need to finish an assignment for Humber, which is now almost three days late. I deliberately haven't started on it. I am really just going through a "fuck off" phase.

I have been valuing my own space from the past week. I have been a little off from my relationship as well. I wanna not talk on the phone and just watch some TV shows. I wanna not go out and stay in and sleep all day. I just wanna do me. Despite doing me, I am still irritable. I don't even know what's going on. I had all week to blog about so many meaningful things that happened over the last while. But I just couldn't even get myself to write a paragraph in sanity. I think it's my fucking period. I missed it for two months and may be my hormones are acting up on me. Argh. Fuck.

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