I haven't been acting like myself lately. I am not in the greatest position in life right now. Not in the greatest moods. Not in the greatest situations. I just need some time to myself. I acknowledge I have been rude to many people in the past weeks or so. I want to apologize. It's not you guys. It's me and my inability to deal with issues. So, please forgive me and give me some time to get back on my feet. I promise I will go back to being the chirpy, bubbly girl you all look for in me. I can't be that girl the whole time. It's hard for some people to understand this. I have a lot going on in my personal, domestic life but I don't feel like making a public display of it on my blog. Neither do I feel like sharing it with any of my friends. I like keeping some things to myself. I am sorry once again if I have been ignoring you or being rude to you. It's unintended. I am not taking any calls. I am not talking to anyone.
Most of you are wonderful to me and try to encourage me by saying I solve half your problems with these blogs. Yup, turns out that I am only great at giving advice to others. But when it comes to me, I am an idiot. I give up easily sometimes.
For those of you who know me really well, realize that this is just a weird phase me. Even I know this is just a phase! But I wanna come up with a better way to deal with things from now on. No more disappearing on people! Whatever it is, just let me be for now. It's important to give time to yourself, and think about what you want to do. Of course, that could be done without quitting the whole world. But ahh, it's me, what can I say? So, while I am on this major withdrawal mode in life, I hope the rest of you are enjoying your summer :) Keep smiling, god bless! xoxo
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