Okay, venting helped.

 Well, the feedback I got from the last two blogs.. oh boy! I am gonna stop depressing y'all. So here it goes.. just because things are not going in the desirable direction for me and that they are beyond fucked up, does not mean I am not gonna pick myself up again. It's just a rough phase, and I will get over it. I am sorry for the ignorance and rude remarks. I don't know about other Librans but I have some serious anger issues. But you know, I still laugh. I still make people smile. And I don't put a mask on my face to hide some intense grief. Whatever happens, happens. It stays with me. If I meet up with you, I am not gonna let you know that I am in a bad place in life. Come on, people! For those of you who messaged and said that you're going through tough times too and it's hard to even hope things will be okay. I just got one thing to say. Something really good is coming your way, rather.. our way! And that is why we are going through this bullshit right now.

So hold your head high, and smile. I spoke to my best friend today, and he told me, you're not doing well because you're not letting yourself do well. You are sitting there crying because you, yourself don't want things to be okay. And I was like, yeaaah, you're kinda right. All I have been doing is sobbing over issues. But I never really sat down and thought about how I can help resolve those issues, even if it seems impossible. Trying never goes to a waste. And I know it sounds so cliche, but appreciate the good things in life. Someone else might have it even worse. And I just realized that.

You also might be thinking, I was a completely different person in the blogs yesterday and now I sound like the epitome of rationality. Well, what can I say... people say things when they're angry. And I was on the verge of exploding. In fact, I did. And that kind of helped, just getting it out there. And some of you acknowledged it and sent me messages. Thank you for that! Honestly.. just a few words can make my day and help me forget about my worries, knowing that I am not the only one going through it.

So, let's all hope for the happiness we deserve.