Umm, where did January go?

Hi. I know I have stopped blogging and that’s not cool. So I gave up on Facebook once again, not specifically to blog but because midterms are starting next week and I wanna be able to concentrate 100%. I will probably reactivate it midway through February. I have been feeling really ____ I don’t know the word. I can’t describe exactly how I have been feeling but it’s very empty and lonely these days. I don’t know why. Nothing is wrong in particular. Everything is going the way it usually is but it’s just one of those days when you can’t sleep, thinking about absolutely useless things that might not mean anything in real life and staying awake blankly staring at the darkness in my room. Ugh, I hate sounding all emo but that’s what has been happening for a few days. My sleep has been so irregular and so has gym. But starting next week, I am taking control again and fixing all things that are going wrong.

I have six courses and starting February 7^th, I have two major midterms and one major essay due the same week. Okay, that’s HELL. I need to start now. I am at Humber College since 7 pm, it’s been about two hours and I organized all my notes for all courses. I am printing in bulk and I am gonna go home around 11. I am gonna wake up early tomorrow and dedicate the entire day to one midterm and start researching my paper. Hopefully, I will be able to get all that done. I am almost up to date with my readings, except I wandered off a bit this week. Other than that, there’s nothing major to cry about, lol.

Dating back to the previous post, dad’s birthday surprise was awesome except the champagne tastes disgusting lol. Apparently, I could have done better at choosing another brand but oh well. I miss my little brother. He’s not so little anymore, first year at his campus. But still, he’ll always be little for me. And I want you home this weekend douchebag <3 I know you stalk my blog, don’t even pretend. Ok I laaaav you! Muuwaah!