Overwhelming.

Hello people. I am sitting in the North building at UTM. I was supposed to go attend my lecture from 6 - 8 but I didn't. Aditi didn't go either so that gave me an excuse. Because I mentioned earlier that I am extremely sick, I could not sleep last night. I went to sleep around 4:40 am and woke up at 6:00 am and it's now 6:16 pm and I have been awake for a good 12 hours. I had two lectures today and I spent the rest of the time on Facebook just because I am annoyed, frustrated and overwhelmed with the amount of workload.
Third year crime courses - full of information, professors don't post up slides, we don't get a break in a two hour lecture AND the prof goes so fast that I don't know what I should get down and what not.

I have 2 midterms and a paper due next week and a presentation due TOMORROW. All I wanna do is sleep when I go home. But I have to prepare a presentation and practice it before I sleep. Because I have Statistics and Hindi back to back tomorrow and I will not be able to practice anything. I d e t e s t my life right now. I am planning to use Wednesday and Friday to go to university and confine myself to a cubicle like the old days and get sh*t done. Because slacking off is clearly not helping. I have 6 courses and 2 of them are full year credits. I got a full summer load of courses pending for Humber and I'll have to see what I wanna take at UTM in the summer. And after this semester, it's my LAST YEAR! Like when the hell did I become a 3rd year student? I don't even know what the hell I did the first two years. All I know is that first year was disgusting with marks and super hard. Second year just flew by and marks improved. Third year is overwhelming but going by pretty fast. Before I know it, I will have a degree from U of T and a certificate from Humber and I haven't figured out what to do with it all. FML. There is so much thinking, planning, organizing that needs to be done. And there is barely time for anything. But I am not gonna panic, like I am right now. I skipped my morning and afternoon medication - BAD. My throat is getting worse. I just had a Grilled Chicken Caesar salad and I shall now have my medicine. I am thinking I am gonna nap for about the next hour until dad picks me up because I won't be able to sleep till late tonight. Stupid presentation =(