Give me a break.

Hello bloggers!

I forgot to mention that I will be deleting something that means 'life' to some people, lol. 

Yup, you guessed it right. Facebook. I deactivated it. 

I cannot find 'words' to express how much stress I am experiencing today due to everything that is due. It is like a freaking vortex right now and I am lost in it. Going to two schools might seem easy at once, it is damn hard. As I mentioned earlier about my conflict course with Humber and Downtown, I can't be physically present in two places at once. That is bloody impossible. I spoke to my professor today about the midterm. And I spoke about my essay last week to my professor in Downtown. I am taking too much stress upon myself. She referred me to Mental Health and Counselling Department. And told me about how people never seek help when they are stressed. She said that there are means available out there to accommodate people under intense pressure. And I have extenuating circumstances, that I created myself of course.

So, I have decided not to judge the whole counselling process and give it a try. I don't know what will come out of it. But let's see if they can do anything about my conflict or about the stress that comes with it.

Back to my decision about deactivating Facebook and deleting MSN. I deleted MSN for 7 months last year and I did great. I downloaded it in the summer because of the boredom. This is the first time I have been so unprepared for an exam that I felt like I was going to blank out and just come with my name and date written on it. I can't let this happen. I have had enough share of liberty and free time. It is honestly time to get back on track. Arshia gave me a knock in the head last night. "This is third year, you can't screw it up." And I was like f*uck, it is! Where have I been? I really need to step up my game. From now onwards, so bye MSN and adios Facebook. For those who want to keep in touch, can catch me on Skype on Yahoo (because I use those the least). 

In conclusion, I am going onto hibernate mode. My make up for today's midterm is in the next two weeks. It is definitely gonna be harder. And I definitely need to study harder. I got two assignments due tomorrow for Humber, I got an Oral Exam for Hindi tomorrow, I need to do my readings for my class Downtown for tomorrow, I have the Law School Information Session for tomorrow and I am also hitting the gym tomorrow. It's never too late to start. It's gonna be a long day. I leave at 7:30 a.m. and get home at 10:00 p.m. Lord bless me!