I am not gonna pretend that I am not hurt. This time, I am. Not because of certain events. But because of people's perception towards me. People's way of friendship. People's games. This is not a "vent" everything out blog. I have nothing to vent. If I wanted to, I would call up the people and do it. The deal is, I simply don't want to. It's not worth it. People grow with time, if time changes; so do people. Well, most of them anyway.
Then, there are some special people in your life that you don't ever want to let go of. They usually turn out to be the ones who you don't treat as if they are close to you. They actually care more than the ones who show you they do. I am glad I can rely on such people. I am blessed to have them and I hope they feel the same way about me. Others talk to you for motives, purposes, and their own selfish reasons. Then there are those who 'pretend' to be your friend. Let's not get into classifying people into categories.
My point here is clear. In my recent blogs, I said that there is a CLEAR divide between 'right' and 'wrong'. Between a 'truth' and a 'lie.' Between 'reality' and 'pretense.' And YOU are the judge of that. If you have the power or ability to judge through this divide, you will most likely not be deceived. I happen to have that power, most of the times. And mistakes are common place while making this judgment. I made a wrong judgment about a few people. And it's about time, I correct myself.
Not always do you see through people. Probably because they are so close to you, and you are blinded by the love. 'Confrontation' is something I don't do. For several reasons. One, I save myself the energy of explaining and justifying things for people. If they are your friends, they don't need it. And your enemies won't believe it. Two, it's not worth it if you have already decided who is worth being close to and what not. I usually observe for a long period of time, and not say anything. I clog it up inside, and when it's time, I let it all go. There is no need for an explosion anymore. From a few months, I have been clogging it inside and hiding up all the spaces for it to escape. And it will be like this from now on. It may not be healthy for my mental health but I am glad that people won't get to hear of me, if they intend to.
As the title says, it's time to just 'boycott.' And I am good at that. Enjoy the freedom, people. I am kindly letting you all out.
Adios.
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