For a couple of minutes, I just had to stare at the screen and figure out what to type. I am returning almost after a year. This was a well-deserved break because things were super busy. But, I feel like I lost touch with everyone and everything. Especially, this. I miss writing. A lot.
What did you miss? No, I am not having a baby for those who were wondering. And for those who were wondering what I am doing - I am going to school for HR Management. The good news is - I am done one semester and am midway through the second one. After this term, I will hopefully have an internship for 4 months and that was the goal.
What have I learned so far? A real life lesson. You have two options: either you make excuses or you make things happen. I was done with the excuses, and it was time to make progress. Do I wish I hadn't left this program in 2013? I do. But I still don't regret moving to Edmonton. That was a learning experience for me and I will always cherish that time. I firmly believe everything happens for good. Starting school last year was a good decision. And I am satisfied with my progress so far. I've learned more than I thought I would. The first day, we were told that we'd walk out with more knowledge in 2 semesters as compared to 4 years of university. Did I believe it back then? No. Do I believe it now? Absolutely!
Apart from school, the married life has gotten more comfortable. Last year, I was struggling to make room for another human being and learning the ethics of sharing space with a man. This year, it's more about developing understanding and adopting maturity to resolve issues. Last year was a year of complex issues. Everything possible had been thrown my way, which is why I stopped writing for the first time in my life. I've been on Blogger for more than 5 years now... and despite many friends of mine asking me to get back on it, I just ignored it altogether. I was a coward.
Another life lesson - Life is like an elevator. Sometimes, on your way up, you have to stop and let some people go before you can move up to your destination. Also, always save for rainy days. You don't know when you're gonna need it.
It is absolutely impossible to condense all my thoughts in this one post regarding 2015. I am hoping that I continue with writing and acquire my old readers and friends. Perhaps, I can talk about 2015 issues in increments in future posts.
Also, another thought - nothing holds you back more than your own insecurities. I am doing things that I thought I could never do, which is great. This year has been all about taking new risks.
Okay, last one - you are never too old to reinvent yourself. I thought I landed myself in trouble with being stuck as a paralegal. But I never knew that I could make a career switch and end up loving HR. I was meant to do this the first time around. But, if I hadn't hated law as much, I would have never known what my strengths are.
On a final note about appreciating others - little things mean a LOT. Perhaps, a little more than the big things. I've received a tremendous amount of support for all the life changes I made within the last year from my family and husband. I could not be more thankful for their positive reinforcement. I am truly blessed to have a wonderful circle of people including friends who have never left my side, in the good or bad. Sorry for disappearing. I hope you still remember this. And I hope you still remember 'me.'
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