What is the point of being nice to someone, and having their back, when you do not see any reciprocation. This is not a century of "Neki kar, dariya mein daal!" from the Mahatma times. It's literally, "Move the fuck on if the person is being two-faced."
My problem is, that I am a little gullible at times. I don't care what anybody says, but personal business really should not be in the workplace. It is my mistake that I actually listen to people and get sucked into their little soap operas that seem to unfold while your working. I want to stay out of gossip circles now. I refuse to be a part of anything that will come back to me later as something that is going to hurt me.
I am an emotional individual and I do not want to bring in any emotions into my professional life. I will let people rattle away and not say a word. I am really not a fan of "behind-the-back" crap when it comes to being friends. If I am cordial with you, and have had your back all along - I am expecting you do the same. I don't like being targeted in this situation. Sure, I can handle it with my personality but I know that deep inside, I am never gonna trust the person again.
A naturally aggressive person like me should have no problems dealing with this stuff. But with being aggressive, I am emotional too. And it "kinda" pinches me a little. Not too much, though. I don't want confrontations. I just want to do my work peacefully.
I am not your punching bag. I don't want to be one. Ever. In this scenario, I am just going to sit back and pretend it never happened. If it happens again, it will be dealt with professionally.
Hope you guys are having a great Thursday. I can't wait for tomorrow :) weekends really are precious when you work.
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