Overload.

Hiiii.
I definitely should not be blogging right now. So, I am lazy. And that's certainly not new.
Then, let's skip to the point. Major stress attack! I got three essays due tomorrow and I just started writing the first one, and let me tell you.. it's not going well. I usually crack all my essays, as long as they are interesting. I have an interesting one, about anorexia and the "thinspiration" trend on Tumblr and such. I actually WANT to stay up all night and research that, because I know I will be awake as it is interesting. But two history essays due tomorrow - NOT FUN. I can't even bluff history. Like, it's just not possible for me to bullshit anything. Because, in order to bullshit anything - I will have to look up historical facts. And who wants to do that? NOT ME!

The readings are putting me to sleep. It's SO DREADFULLY boring. I don't wanna write about 18th century women in French political economy. I really don't. I wish I can just fast forward to next week, when I will be writing my final exam and getting the HELL OUT OF university.

But I gotta suck it up for now, and get all this crap done. And it's already 1:00 am! Time runs when you have so much crap to do. Gahhhh! I wanna go grab a coffee but I am too lazy to take the car out of the garage and I fear that someone will wake up and kick my ass. I am gonna go wash my face, take off my makeup, and grab a chilled water bottle and get going at it. At this point, I don't even wanna ace it. I just wanna get it over with as long as I pass.

I have three courses and I am doing amazing in two of them. This history course is pissing me off.
I still have a 40% paper due next week for the same history class, after reading two books that are 200 pages each. Like, NOOOO! =( Why can't we have a test or something? Five essays in a 4 week curriculum is not cool. And I can sit here all night complaining about it and it won't change, so I'll get back to it.

But I gotta say, I don't regret slacking off this weekend. I had an amazing time with my brother since he's back from Waterloo. And he's moving into the house next week for good, because he has his 4 month co-op term in Brampton - YAY!

I also went furniture shopping with Nish and we came up with some uh-mazing ideas for his brand new place - congratulations! =) And I am dedicating the rest of the summer just decorating the house, and putting my mind into every little thing that goes into the place. I always dreamt of making a home with someone I love, and doing everything fabulous in it. From the crockery, to the paint, to the colour of the tiles, hardwood, mattresses, covers, blinds, electronics, cushions, doormats, home decor.. you get the point right? I am OBSESSED at this time. I googled a crazy amount of ideas. And what do I watch on TV if I EVER watch TV? Candace tells all. Property Brothers. Love it or list it. Come dine with me Canada. All of them are health or property shows. And I have SOOOO many ideas floating in my mind right now - that I get distracted from the work to Googling things. Today, we went to for a brief look-around and I looked at so many things that I absolutely loved. I can't wait to be a part of this place in the near future. I also took him for a spin in the new car and it was amazing. From all the crap that was happening, I can now say.. it's taking a turn.. slowly. And it will mend things back up for me soontimes!

Back to women in the 18th century.. nighty night to those who are lucky enough not to do anything tomorrow.