Real Talk

If I can describe all the current events in my life in one word, it would be - CONFUSING. 

Is it okay to not think? And kinda just go with the "unknown." Believing that the unknown will have something better in store for you. May be, we aren't ALWAYS supposed to be logical? Or rational?

May be, it's okay to be unsure, and uncertain. May be, it is okay to be scared. About your present. And future.

May be, it is okay to be not the girl who supposedly knows it all. May be, it's okay for a few days to be someone who doesn't know what's going on with her. Not all of us become the people we wanted to become. We all make mistakes. Not all of us land in the same careers we always planned for since high school. Not all of us have our dream jobs or careers. May be, we shouldn't think all that much about it. May be, we shouldn't set limitations or boundaries. May be, life is just divine chaos. Where everything is just unpredictable.

That's why I always say, I am an idiot that I plan too much. Because the irony of it all is, nothing goes according to the plan. Nothing ever does, for me, at least. May be, it is okay to temporarily hate ourselves. Or love ourselves too much to preserve our self-respect in certain matters by letting others go? 

May be, we shouldn't fear the unknown and actually wait for something awesome to happen by embracing it. May be, we can learn from it. Who knows? May be, life can change the next day for you. May be, we can all just learn to be a little easy going instead of fighting for petty things. May be, we should value the love we have in our lives that others are STRUGGLING from years to get. And when you have it, make sure you don't treat it like shit. Make sure you give it the respect that it deserves. Make sure, that if it's true, never let it go.

My eyes are indicating that I should pass out. My hands wanna keep writing. My heart just wants to vent [but I am controlling]. My brain is shut-down. It doesn't process after dinner, there's no food in my stomach right now, lol. May be, I can actually use some sleep instead of making utter-nonsense posts. Yeah, not may be. Definitely! Good night..