The best kind.

What kind of a boyfriend do I have? The BEST kind. Why are you so goddamn caring? Girls are demented creatures. Women are girls who grow in age and still remain demented creatures. We acquire something, we get it, and then not appreciate it. When we don't have anything, we want it, we don't find it, so we'll make it on our own in someone who doesn't have it. Okay, I don't know what I am saying.
Point is.. I had sucha bad day today. I was working on a research project (interviews) and I was disappointed with how it turned out so far. It's due fucking tomorrow. And I had to switch my topic to something completely different. I was interviewing international students on unintentional plagiarism and now I am doing a document-analysis on fashion and fitness magazines promoting eating disorders. Like whaatttt?

That's double the work since I just started. And I got ANOTHER paper due tomorrow that I haven't started. It's 10:00 pm. What makes me believe that I will finish two papers by 8:00 am? When he looks into my eyes and says, "I know you can do it.. you have it in you.. so go nail it."
I don't have it in me, lol. But thank you. Your encouragement means the world to me. It's rare when people genuinely look into your eyes and tell you your potential. You shouldn't be the one doing that. I should be realizing it myself. But I don't. So,  I am glad I have you to restate it each time I am thinking the reverse.

It's raining out. I am studying all night. At Humber College. He drove down after working 10 hours, and took me out for a coffee so I can get my nerd mode on and finish everything off. How sweet!
It's so hard to finish up those last projects when you can SMELL freedom. I have procrastinated to the LIMIT this semester. This is NOT happening the next, I tell ya. I had a test on Friday and a 50% paper due. I spent the whole time doing the paper, and only had 1.5 hours to study for the test THE MORNING of the test. I ended up with a 75. In sum, I am an idiot.

Okay.. ironically..  I am blogging when I got SO MUCH crap due TOMORROW. A 40% research project along with a 35% essay. What have I accomplished so far? Nothing. Staring at the espresso latte he just got me, I am thinking.. let's nail it? Bye Facebook. Bye Blogger. See you after some major nerding.