When life is bland.

Time is just flying by. I am done third year, minus two exams. And most of my friends are in the same place as me. I will be turning 21 this year. I will FINALLY be learning driving this year and taking a step against my paranoia. I will be taking the first summer off studies (hopefully) for at least two months, else I have been doing summer school since grade 10.

Everything else in life seems bland. There is no excitement. There is nothing to look forward to on a regular basis. There is nothing special to wake up to. No news. No drama. No spice in life. Thank god for no drama, with the elimination of the trouble-makers in my life. But life is just so...... I don't have any words. That is the reason I have not been blogging.

Life was so happening last semester, and this semester everything was just crazy and messed up. I mean nothing went wrong, but nothing extra-ordinarily right didn't happen either. I sound insane right now. Scattered thoughts as always. I wish there was a word to explain this feeling.

I mean, I wake up and go to sleep the same time every day. I got the same routine, study and gym. I have not been going out anywhere.  I almost feel robotic spending crazy hours on Facebook. I stopped using MSN, I don't know why. I don't keep in touch with people. I don't take an initiative to remain a regular friend to anyone. I have a vacation to go to in like 11 days, and I haven't even started packing. Okay, I am weird. This is the only conclusion that comes out of this stupid blog post. Or maybe, I lost my ability to write and interest readers. God, I hope not.