I never look back, darling.

Okay. So people change. They end up not talking to each other even though they were best friends a few years before. Guys come and go. You stop talking to certain people and you meet new people. You get new friends and so on. C'est la vie. Let's push past it, rather let 'me' push past it and move on. And stop unnecessarily messaging me (for the people who know that they won't get a reply). Okay, so now I can say I am over with this. Moving on.........

I bet you guys are having a rough week as school just started! Reading week is not for reading, I don't know why name is so ironic. I spent the first two days reading and the rest eating, sleeping, lazying, going out etc. I had a test yesterday which was postponed to Thursday based on student request! Today, literally went by on the phone. I thought I would sit down and study. I got all my stuff organized now... gathered, stapled, highlighted, ready to send up to my brain (if that actually ends up happening). I am doing poorly on Stats and the crime courses are going pretty well. I don't have final exams in April except for two. Three of my crime courses are done by March 28th. I don't know if I should be happy about finishing early or sad about the fact that I barely have time to study for them. I got 4 papers due this month, all lined up. One for politics and three for crime courses. Two papers are worth 40% each. I wanna jump off a cliff, like right now.

Whatever happened to the good things in life. Coming home from high school in the summers, going for evening walks, and running after the ice cream truck to get a chocolate sundae. Life was much more simpler when our age had single digits. Now it's just.... pathetic. I cannot wait for a vacation! I've got two more months and I am done. I am taking summer school from July until August. And I am taking an online course for Humber through May and June. But I can still figure out where I wanna go for those two months and have fun. I wish I had time to do things I used to do. To mention a few..

Falling asleep instantly when you're upset. Now I gotta set up a million alarms if I think I am falling asleep, just to wake up in time and start studying.

Taking long showers that wash away your worries. I used to take hours and hours in the washroom (I know this is not information you'd want to know) but I don't get that anymore. Considering that I have to wake up at 5:30 everyday and leave my house by 6:45 am to get to my 9 am classes... long showers are not so happening unless of course in the evening.

When you have a great night of sleep. Does not happen at all if you go to a university. May be weekends and holidays. My weekdays are hell. I get an average of 3-5 hours of sleep on a regular basis.

Talking on the phone till late. Oh this one's a biggie! Well for one, I am not in a relationship. Two, I wouldn't chat to friends either till late in the morning. Three, no one has time to waste on useless gossip.

Sitting down with a cup of tea in the evening and watching TV. Oh how I miss this! I miss being home alone and doing things in my leisure time. All the leisure time I get now is, painting my nails after a month. Yeah, that's leisure for me. Pathetic much.

I hope after the next two months filled with lots of course work and stress, I would finally get to relax and make most of this summer! Looking forward to a cool and wet summer, everyone? It's being said it's gonna rain a lot. And I love rain. So I can't wait. Okay I should stop talking about summer, even spring hasn't kicked in yet.